Sensual pleasing
Deep kneading
Hands cleaving
Fingers feeding
Heavy breathing
Pelvis leading
All the things I’m thinking
Take what’s left
Take my breathe
Soulful theft
Your body blessed
Feel your chest
Find your crest
Lick the juices from my cleft
Pull your hair
Steal my air
Skin so fair
Our vessels bare
Blue eyes stare
My heart I swear
Every answer to my prayer
External rejections
Of internal reflections
Private insurrections.
Employee aggravations
Let downs of my nation.
Indigenous iration.
Emotional reactants
Miscommunications
With no live captions
And yet despite our differences
Dissonant instances,
Misconstrued inferences.
I still love you the same.
Even between happiness and pain,
Spasms from the left & right of my brain.
It’s just sometimes I feel full of doubt
Or an animal that should never be let out.
Living this moment too many times to count.
More apparition than man,
A hermit bogged down in sand
Or a fish washed up onto land.
Bear with me, still getting used to this shell
What’s Heaven, once hell
A tall tree or bright star that fell.
Betwixt the self loathing
Longing to be lonely—
She’s the only one to show me
That this chest still beats,
And even beasts can weep
Over shadows on the walls of sleep.
Sensual pleasing
Deep kneading
Hands cleaving
Fingers feeding
Heavy breathing
Pelvis leading
All the things I’m thinking
Take what’s left
Take my breathe
Soulful theft
Your body blessed
Feel your chest
Find your crest
Lick the juices from my cleft
Pull your hair
Steal my air
Skin so fair
Our vessels bare
Blue eyes stare
My heart I swear
Every answer to my prayer
A lonely owl on tree did perch,
Looking down on she on hearth.
The missing piece of my Atom,
The Zoe I could not fathom.
That night the elements of fire & water did kiss.
Kindred Spirits melding and twist.
At night dreaming of you so splendidly
Together going forth by day a reverie.
Lessons repeat, A moth to light.
Old souls retreat—Young hearts burn bright.
Like the chord, all it took was a second key.
Unlock my heart and gather what’s within me.
Dwelling on the cocaine years.
Heart still beats but reels in fears.
A fountain welling with past lovers tears.
From moments unknown parts of me unfold.
What once was warm now turned cold.
Who could ever fit my impossible mold?
Stars dwindle as things could’ve been.
If time be infinite, it already happened then.
Only through death was I born again.
Deranged mind of the sot
Outside I smile yet inside there’s rot.
Addictive wont’s fueling vice of sloth.
Yet time both covers and heals all things.
An empty parish now praises and sings
For this love so radiant as Saturn’s ring’s
Found in this world, I’ll find you in the next
No longer alone, no longer vexed.
Leave the past behind, for now we are blessed.
Dreams & thoughts to hearken upon,
Her lending ear working ardent & gone.
Tiny moments I had wished to share
Dissipated in time as ash in air.
A tall order of short words to dry the lips.
Distance & anger help clench the fists.
Transcendental contemplation.
Two dimensional conversation.
Two rafts of castaways lost at sea.
Do not drift from, come back to me.
The tide is ruthless & takes us from shore.
So take my heart, there’s still much more.
Shed light on this Shadow once worn,
Despising the feminine, even of whom I am born.
A wicked boy plucking at petals of rose.
True gambit in the Game of Throes.
Scepters and thrones
enslave with loans.
But the men we’ve known
Are but made of bone.
Revenues of the elite
plight of the weak.
In thought we are meek.
Into histories seek.
Ancient family names
since the start of days.
Leave the labyrinth,
escape the cave.
Against the dying light—rage.
A lonely owl on tree did perch,
Looking down she on hearth.
The missing piece of my Atom,
The Zoe I could not fathom.
That night the elements of fire and water kissed.
Kindred Spirits melding and twist.
At night dreaming of you so splendidly
together going forth by day a reverie.
Lessons repeat, A moth to light.
Old souls retreat—Young hearts burn bright.
Like the chord, all it took was a second key
Unlock my heart and gather what’s within me.
Holding you close, like cards to the chest.
Can you hear my heart, can you feel what’s bereft?
Scars that never healed, callused to stone.
A pebble in a landslide on its way home.
Love gives words more meaning than sex.
Feminine natures much like my ex.
Climbing and reaching out of self dug holes.
find not a lending hand, but Charon & tolls.
Presented with a misogynists end,
Picket line at my funeral—no amends…
It’s been over a decade on the run
yet how do I feel so much so soon.
To see those blues eyes in the Sun,
to taste your lips under the Moon.
Seeing me as I wish to be seen,
Outside of this flesh and bone.
What is reality—Life is dream,
Where your heart is my home.
Once a nightmare, now fantasy,
Both devils and angels living vicariously.
