Dwelling on the cocaine years.
Heart still beats but reels in fears.
A fountain welling with past lovers tears.
From moments unknown parts of me unfold.
What once was warm now turned cold.
Who could ever fit my impossible mold?
Stars dwindle as things could’ve been.
If time be infinite, it already happened then.
Only through death was I born again.
Deranged mind of the sot
Outside I smile yet inside there’s rot.
Addictive wont’s fueling vice of sloth.
Yet time both covers and heals all things.
An empty parish now praises and sings
For this love so radiant as Saturn’s ring’s
Found in this world, I’ll find you in the next
No longer alone, no longer vexed.
Leave the past behind, for now we are blessed.